Don't know whether today I

犯小人 or what.. -.-

SUAY ttm.. And nothing

seems to go on smoothly

for me today at all..

Not in a good mood..

Because of things today..

Everything! I don't know why

too.. Argh! I feel like shouting

out loud now!

Watching E.U.

on Channel U now..

But not in the mood of

enjoying it.. Ruined!

AAAAAHHHHHHH!

Who can save me?

Who can help me?

Who can revive me?

I'm still putting on a brave

front now.. Believe it or not..

Suppressing it for now..

Hope that tml D can solve

my problem! I really hate it!

I don't want it!

And.. Although I don't think

you did it on purpose..

But no doubts that all these

sprouted because of you!

And you! No signs of support.. But!

On the contrary! Keep opposing

my words! What a great ******

you are!

Everyone tend to say things easily as they

are not the ones involved! And they tend to

make themselves comfortable only!

They don't know that their actions are

making others uncomfortable!

I'm very uncomfortable now!

I'm feeling very very miserable

now! I don't want to think about it anymore!

Why must they force me?

Why must they do this to me?

Why can't they think in my

point of view?

Selfish! I don't care!

Why can they be selfish

while I can't!?!?

I want to be selfish too!

And! I'm going to be!

They shall see it..

Too many matters today!

Another thing! Why must

you misunderstand me?

Angry? I'm not kidding you

at all! I'm serious but you

don't seem to believe me!

Forget it.. Hope that your

anger, if have, will

dissipate soon..

Anw.. I've let out my thoughts le.

Though there are more!

Nvm le.. Speak out some

is already sufficient le..

I know that I shouldn't be like that..

I know.. However! I can't control

it anymore! I will really go

bonkers! I can't say it to others

that easily and I can't stuff it

within myself anymore!

Hence..

Hope that I should be ok by

tml.. Hopefully..

Should be.

Can be..

Will be!

Must be!!

SAVE ME D!!!

Bye for now.

2 weeks past le!

In the 4th week of my

holis! ^^ Ironically..

This is also the 4th last

week of my holis... -.-

Anw! Haven't really been 

doing alot of practical things

for the holis..

Hahahas!

Went ah ma house

for the whole of last week!

Slack > Eat > Dramas > Chat!

Things done solely, w dar, aunts

and ah ma! :)

Gees! Haiz! I want

to go out! But haven't really

done so w clique! :(

However! Enjoyed times spent

w family! ;D Especially...

Dar! ^^

Hee hees! Alright..

I shall really plan more

outings and not stuffing myself

w dramas at home.. :)

For the next 3 weeks!

<3 DRAMAS! ^^

I completed Shining Inheritance

le! ;) Wahahas! Couldn't stand

the daily waitings for Channel U

@ 7pm.. Truly heart wrenching!

Thought of watching Sunshine Angel

on9 starting from Ep 3 soon! :D

Embargo on TW Idol Dramas

straight after Korean drama! ;D

Hahs! I have never stopped a

second when it comes  to dramas!

Ooh! And! I received my long awaited

sem results yest! Not bad yeah!

Hees! But still gotta 'pia' for the next

5 sems for even better results

so as to get into Uni in 2.5

years time! ^^

Wish me! :)

Hopefully and should be able to

do so! Anw.. I must do so!!

Right! Continuing w my dramas

journey! ;) Perfect post for the day!

Hees! Should be returning to

regular posting le since it's

the holis! Will be sharing more about

my recents in the next post if I

happen to encounter unusual

routines! ^^

*Lazy to post picts as there's a need

for transfer from phone.. :p

Anw.. Maybe next post! ;D 

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! :D

Went back to OPSS yest for the

celebration and fun.. :)

And it has been ages since

I went back! Hees!

Glad to see that all my

teachers are well.. ;D

Haiz.. Although I didn't get

to meet all of them..

Glad that our appearance did

really cheered them up.. ;)

The most important thing is that

they are happy yeah! ^^

Gees.. Met up w Siqi early in

the morning yest @ 8! Made

some small cards that

represents our gratitude

and thoughts towards the teachers.. :)

Afterwhich bused 811 to khatib

and met up w 4S1 gang @ Mac

then walked to sch.. Haiyo! Only

managed to catch the last part of

the celebration! :( And also very

very sad that Tang wasn't there! :'(

Nevertheless.. I'm very

glad to see so many familiar faces

in sch! ^^ However! Didn't know what 

have we done to deserve the attitude from

that someone! WTH! Haiz..

Forget about it.. Teachers are the most 

important!! ;) Hahas..

Wish to meet up w Tang soon! <3

Real soon! Miss you ttm bestie!

Plus! A clique's reunion too!

It's been real long since I get

to meet up w my whole clique!

Also! Wish to go back to

OPSS more often to see the

teachers! 7 weeks of holidays

hopefully can be well spent!

Hahas! Alright!

Picts + drama updates! ^^

Hahas! As I have mentioned prev..
Completed Love You/醉后决定爱上你
and Love Keeps Going/美乐加油! ;D
Now watching Hayate The Combat Butler/
旋风管家 and Shining Inheritance/
灿烂的遗产! ^^
Bye bye! Dramas spamming
time again! <3!

Hey hey! I'M BACK! :D

Hees hees.. Just ended a hectic

SEM of poly life not long ago..

Well.. Time spent with poly mates

were fun and enjoyable though.. :)

Firstly.. In the month of Aug 2011..

Wishes! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to...

TANYA! :D

AH NA! :D

AH YAN a.k.a LYY! <3

BOOKS! :D

MUMMY! <3 <3 <3

SIQI! <3

TANG! <3

And also MJ! :D

Woah... Gees.. Actually..

There should be more for this month..

But.. I'll just mention those that

I'm more acquainted with! ^^

Tanya! A very good sec sch friend of mine! ;)

Ah Na and Books! My beloved cousies! ;)

Ah Yan! My beloved cousie plus MEI MEI! ;)

My dearest MUMMY! ;)

Siqi! My steady and beloved sec sch clique! ;)

Tang! My bestie and beloved sec sch clique! ;)

MJ! Soo Q Mao! ;)

Wahahas...
Back here on the second last day of Aug 2011..
Wonderful yeah? :) Well..
I'm not sure whether this post is gonna be
a long or short one as I'll just post whatever
that flashes into my mind as I go
along typing.. ;)

 I finally get the time to enjoy myself
slacking on my bed here now and blogging..
And I'm so gonna enjoy this wonderful 7 weeks
that I deserve after 19/20 weeks of
Lectures + Tutorials + Study Week + Exams...
Yeah! And my forever no. one priority is...
DRAMAS!!! ^^
Dramas spamming time! ;D

Hee hee hee..
This dramas journey is so gonna
to be shiok and fantastic! ;)
Hahs! No choice!
Dramalicious! ^^

Alright.. No joke.. :)
A bit of sharing about dramas.. ^^
Completed watching..
Love You/醉后决定爱上你!
It's a great drama! <3!
Starring Rainie Yang(杨丞琳) and
Joseph Chang(张孝全)!
Woots! He's awesomely handsome! ;)
Tee hees.. This drama is a fun and
lovely one.. Worth the time spent watching! :)

Next up..
Love Keeps Going/美乐加油!
Completed the whole serial but will still
catch the airing by Channel U on sat.. :)
Tsk.. (Though the ending wasn't really a great
one.. :p) Well.. It's still watchable as
Mike He(贺军翔) is far too handsome! ;D
Quite a couple of heartwrenching scenes
that makes me tear uncontrollably..
Especially the mother-and-son part!

Ooh! I'm not only a drama freak ok! :)
I do watch variety/entertainment shows!
Catching the recent months of the
weekly episodes of Million Singer/百万大歌星!
And also following the daily airing of
100% Entertainment/娱乐百分百!
I love Show Lo(罗志祥)! <3!
Wahahas.. Not to forget Alien Huang(黄鸿昇)! :)
They are simply nice shows worth catching!! ^^

Alright.. Now in the midst of watching
the above-mentioned shows.. I'm still
in the midst of deciding to watch
which new drama that I have in mind
out of those that I wanna watch..
Hahas.. ButI'll come to a decision soon! :D
So as to start watching and not
wasting any quality time for dramas!

Time to say bye!
Spamming Dramas time starting soon! ^^

Back to blogging.. Just a random thought

of coming back to blogging..

Hees.. 2 weeks of so-called 'holidays'

ending soon.. But it doesn't really seems

to be 'holidays' though..

Spent almost the whole of last week at M'sia..

Genting -> Muar -> Batu Pahat..

From Sun all the way to Thurs..

Imagine having

4 and 1/2 days @ Genting..

Seriously the weather's SHIOK

to the MAX! ;D Well..

Spent the days there with one day of theme

park and the other days klkk and

ARCADE! Earned alot of tickets

with some jackpots and redeemed

quite a handful of items back! ;D

Darling's sure lucky! He won

most jackpots and high no. of tickets!

Enjoyed two buffets there.. It's really

very nice and shiok! Hees..

Seems like we are back to the norm of

once a yearly trip to Genting.. :)

I LOVE THE WEATHER SOOOOOOOO

MUCH!!! And when I came back to my

lovely country, I couldn't straightaway

adapt back to our humid weather

and can't help but sweating profusely

as the weather at Genting is simply

too great to be described! :D

Went Muar and Batu Pahat to

pray and after that, had dinner there

with sumptous seafoods before heading back

on the dark, extremely dark highway back

towards JB, heading back to S'pore.. :)

Why aren't 'holidays', holidays??

Loads of projects (group and individual ones)

to be completed.. It seems that these two weeks

are given to us just to do those things..

Despite the lecturers keep stressing us

to relax and enjoy the 'holidays'.. -.-

Not only that.. There are speech and tutorials

that needed to be done too.. Haiz..

When shall these end??? :'(

Haiz.. I'm left with only 3 more days

to school reopen and I'm still

not done with my projects..

But what can be done?

I shall just try me very best to complete

as much as I can.. :)

Glad to see that all of you are

enjoying your lives although

we don't really mix together

that often anymore.. But

I still wish that our bond has and shall

never break and all of us shall be

the best~est friends ever.. :)

Actually I don't intend to post a long

post today.. :p Anyway..

I'm ending soon.. ;)

Pictures another day.. :)

Going to work on my projects

now before going out later to

meet up with my best friends

and enjoy a great day with my

class later! ;D Bye..

Had been idle from my blog for 3 months le..

Decided to post before this April ends..

There's really too much that had happened

within this month.. To the extent that I

was really worn off by it..

Spent the first ten days of the month

like the past four and the half

months_slacking.. Hahas..

One very special and important day

throughout it is 4/2 which is

GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY! :D

But what's going to happen later on

is the crucial part of this month..

7/4-Went for a whole day of

orientation all the way from 8

to 8.. At this point of time,

I was already breaking into parts..

And guess what!?!

Called mummy while on the way

leaving the campus and got

to know that grandma was

hospitalised! At that moment,

I seriously felt that my world was

breaking apart knowing that

my grandma who loved me the most

was hospitalised.. I cried at that point of

time without knowing what to do and

was thinking for the worst..

Luckily nothing happened in the end..

Or else.. I really can't imagine..

Thanks Sia for your consoles.. :)

8 & 9/4-Went to the hospital daily to

accompany grandma.. Seeing her in such

a state aches my heart and hopes that

after this ordeal, nothing else

shall happen unto her anymore..

10/4-Went to 'sao mu' for

daddy's side and after that bai

'lao ma'.. Didn't went to accompany

grandma but instead spent the rest

of the day tutoring Bryan..

I was also having a sore throat

that day itself..

11/4-Intended to go to the

hospital today but was having

a fever.. Had no choice but it's

compulsory to go to school and

collect student card today so though

unwillingly, I dragged myself all the way

to collect and back to grandma's

house which resulted in a high fever..

12 to 17/4-Six days before school

officially starts.. Spent these few days

recuperating and preparing myself

for the upcoming life..

18/4-First day of school and I

can conclude that Poly life is

seriously not my cup of tea.. -.-

I kept repeating the same sentence

that 'A whole day in secondary school

was not as tiring as half a day in poly!'

Seriously tired! Till now! Don't wish to

elaborate on for the rest of the days

till now.. As they are simply

lessons, LESSONS and MORE LESSONS

for weekdays.. And tutorials for weekends

plus family outings.. The gladest thing

for this month is ALL'S WELL ENDS WELL!!

As grandma's ok now except that she has to

go back for check-ups.. Thankfully..

Gratefully.. Truely.. Surely..

I'll just hope that everything goes

on smoothly for the way ahead.. ^^