Well... Pls dun misunderstand... My previous post

was juz 2 express or in e way vent out

my feelings... No offence N MOZ

IMPTANTLY... I am not

pin-pointing at any1...

Tats truly a fact tat should'nt

be denied... So... Dun take it into heart...

Hmmmm... Recently added XN on FaceBook...

& I was lik shocked!?!? Lols... Then... he

sms-ed me n we chat chat... Realli

missed e daes in Canberra...

Especially Pri 6...Tink he muz hav

changed quite alot... Hahahs... ...

Realli enjoyed e daes n chats we had... :D

Goin bac 2 e prev post... Of coz I am not tat

stupid 2 tok abt my GFs... They are

goin 2 read my blog &&&&&...

IF I tok abt them... ...

they are definitely goin 2 noe!

Lols... I shld let my GFs noe e ppl

tat I am toking... Hahas... Tink LSC

noes... Y? same pri sch mah... :D

Zzz... She shld noe bahs...

Anw... nvr tok 2 them le so not

goin 2 tok abt it anymore in e future...

Yeah Yeah Yeah! 3 more daes I can see

Ethan on TV le!!! :D :D :D

Haiz... 好累啊... ... 我可不可以就此停止了呢？

我能不能就此放弃呢？算了... ...

仿佛没人会在乎，也没人会理会...

似乎看起来很轻松/嬉皮笑脸的我...

大概只是周遭所逼出来的假象吧... ...

真真实实的我... 是无人所知，无人所解的吧...

看似坚强但内心深处却是非常脆弱... ...

我真的对你们太失望了！有必要为了这么一点

小事把关系弄得如此僵硬吗？

友情真的就这么经不起考验吗？我是不是

不该把你们当成知己呢？或许吧... ...

因为只要求他人付出却不回报...

这种自私自利的‘朋友’根本不值得我全心全意，

尽心尽力的去为他们付出或做点什么...

Heng... ‘ 朋友’？？算了吧... ...

彻彻底底的对他们失望了... ...

Lols... Ver lazy 2 post 4 e past 2 weeks... :D

Sort of a random post... Hahas... w8ting anxiously

4 2 weeks ltr frm nw=26th April=S'pore Star Awards 09

...Hmmm... ...Make a guess... why? Hahahahahaahahahas...

COZ Ethan Ruan Jing Tian is coming!!! Yeah! I hav

1 more IMPT reason 2 watch e awards!

Hahahahahahahahahs...

I'm anticipating his arrival... Being able

2 watch him on e tv is a vvvvvvvvvvvv blessful

& happy tingy! Hahas... I will oso hav more motivatn

4 MYE!!! :D

心情沉重的我，顿时之间很茫然。
不知该如何是好，不知从何着手。
我到底要怎么做？有谁可以告诉我？
有谁可以开解我？太累了。。。
我真的很累了。。没有信心持续下去了。
为什么他们就是不了解呢？我不是超人！
根本无法满足每个人的要求。
可不可以到此为止呢？
他们是否会‘渐渐’明白呢？
我完全没把握，也没信心。
或许我该彻彻底底的绝望了吧？
有谁能救救我？苦恼又无助的我。。

Yeah! I am in such a great mood these 2 daes!! :D
Updates... ... :D
Fri,13/3:
"Last Dae" of sch for mos of the others... BUT
definitely not for me... Had a premonition tat
I hav 2 go bac sch EVEYDAE nxt week...
Haiz... Juz 4 e stupid Phy lessons n
'gan' e products... Had cross country 2dae...
not a good experience... Sianz is all I could sae...
Sat,14/3:
Aunts & Cousins came our hse... Had a vvvvvvv
sumptous dinner... Yum Yum! :D Played 'Who's
The Richest' w/ darling Bryan... he went home
aft tat... Leaving me 2 clean up e game mess...
Haiz... forever nvr change...
Sun,15/3:
Went out in e afternoon at abt 1++ to temple n
"kia kia"... wth... e weather is damn good 4
sleeping indoors de... But super lousy 4
goin outdoors... Went 2 visit ye ye
aft tat then went Sembawang
Park... Saw a drunkard vomiting
down e streets & it was lik :S... Went home 4
dinner aft tat... :)
Mon,16/3:
Went bac sch 4 Phy... Worked on e products aft tat
w/ sc... she pei me go cozway repair my phone aft
tat n went makan makan... Damn happy de! :D
Coz I got 2 noe tat I could get bac my phone in
1 dae... ... :D
2dae:
Haiz... Phy again... Sr pei me went CR1 aft tat to
print e picts... in e end... Haven print finish...
e 'pi jiu du' chia needs e lab 4 lessons...
Zzz... Slacked & cutted e picts in sch...
Went cozway again aft tat... BUT tis tym
it is 2 collect my phone!!! Yeah! Damn happy
de! :D I luv my phone! :D

Wow! I hav been vvvvvvvvvv busy! Zzz...
Went Ngee Ann on Fri to attend e
workshop for e finals... Damn
sian de... ++LSC n OAJ were
damn noisy thru'out... then I was lik wth...
then we were assigned a mentor who was 1 of
e Year 3 students... N our 'mentor' was lik... His
voice was damn low... Tokking was lik as if he was
dragging someting vvvvv heavy...Lols... Oredi vvvvvv
busy tis week... But goin 2 be even busier next week!
Starting frm tml... I will Hav 3 tests tat requires memorising...
1 test for applicatn... 1 tat dunn even needs reading... Got 2 stay
bac on TUES for Chinese Oral n at least 2 daes 4 e competitn...
So sianz... tis competitn not over yet... we are joining another
competitn tats taking place on June... & it's @ Audi's sch... where
her sch is e organizer... Zzz... tat's all for now... :D

搞笑-罗志祥

那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麽熬
这麽多年 早就习惯 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道 你好不好

我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
牠习惯睡觉的床尾 少了一双脚
所以牠常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
我在搞笑 却在醉後 眼泪拼命飙
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 你好不好

Hiaz... Sianz... Goin 2 be even busier nxt week...
Spent tis week in ______ (E way u depict
it aft my description...)
Mon,23/2:
Did alot of maths(A+E) hw...CCA... Swopped
duty dae wif aj n jw coz they hav chem
remedial... on9 & found out tat
we got into e NYBC Finals...
Told e rest of them n they
were lik: "It's a miracle tat we got in!?!?"
Tues,24/2:
Lols... Told Mrs Cheah abt it wif jw juz b4
she walked into clas to "wei feng" yi xia...
She congratulated us... So sian though
nvr stay bac 2dae...
Wed,25/2:
LSC onli knew tat we got into e finals 2dae!?!?
Zzz... Sec 3 Debate Finals 2dae during
assembly... 3S1 VS 3S3... in e end...
3S1 won! Yeah! Tink moz come frm mh...
Thurs,26/2:
Phy remedial 2dae... So sianz... Juz go thru
wb while I was doin "xi zi" juz in front of
Mdm Wong... But she did not sae anyting...
Aft tat went lunching wif sr & we tok abt alot
of 'pervertic' tings... Lols... Hahas...
Fri,27/2:
Sudd sae got "short" meeting=Le Shoppe...
Sian lor... do u tink its realli "short"?
Went NP wif aj,sc & jw... Jw went
home while we went foodcourt 4 lunch...
Saw e re-open of Yoshinoya in e midst
of our lunch... we were lik wth...
shld have seen it then we would eat
Yoshi instead... Zzz... Sc went home aft tat
while aj n I went Popular buy tings them went
Mac 4 ice-cream+hw... & finally went home at abt 4+...
2dae:
Sudd ver interested 2 e book "A Town Like Alice"...
So read n read till 100++ pages... Lols...
Aft tat went do hw... Maths again...
sb HARD... alot dunno how 2 do...
Update E Maths File... Do chem...
Nw blogging+dramas+MSn chats+dramas...
2 end my dae... Lols... :D